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AMEmOIR # one.

The year:  1985.  The place:  Ohio State University.  The subject: a 34-year old man.  Bookish and shy yet strikingly charismatic, he ditches a dead-end job and begins a graduate program in modern European history.  Determined to succeed in academia, he doesn't know that the hardest tests will come outside the classroom.

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To begin with, he's stalked by a staff member who's passionately in love with him.  Like the scholar, she goofed up in her twenties, and also like the scholar, she's been paying for it.  Now she wants both the scholar and The American Dream--in her mind, two names for the same thing.

 

A tumultuous courtship follows.  Travels to Prague and France. Ambition, devotion, self-doubt. Dishes, dogs, dissertations. Treachery at the hands of a doctoral advisor.  And when the scholar faces his own mortality, he finds himself at the mercy of Ohio State's bureaucracy.

Scholar Mine, an Ohio State Love Story, 2013, is my first memoir.  Ohio State University gave me the tools to bring the story to life. From 1985-2011, I worked in three academic departments while completing three degrees in English.  My dissertation, essentially about myself, explored how civil service workers with advanced degrees make sense of their low-level jobs in Ohio State's pecking order.  I taught a legion of survey courses and received awards for job performance and academic contributions.  Mere sidelines, though. The essence of the story is Jose, my beloved scholar.

Deeply personal, Scholar Mine unfolds against a sweep of vivid supporting characters, all toiling inside Ohio State's public yet very private spaces.  It's a geography united by tradition and protocol, divided by contested ideas and outside personalities.  A player in its own right, the university is our ballast, our source of sustenance and growth.  But it's also the site of betrayal for a man who strives to further its cause.  Scholar Mine aims to reveal both the good and the brutal in terms that are neither gratuitous nor timid.

PRAISE FOR SCHOLAR MINE

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"This is wonderful work.  I couldn't stop reading."  --Leila J. Rupp, Professor of Feminist Studies,

University of California, Santa Barbara

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"She writes with great suspense, in a style reminiscent of May Sarton's.  Transformative."

--Virginia Richardson, Professor of Social Work, Ohio State University

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"Great writing, and great fun."--Marc Lee Raphael, Nathan Gumenick Chair of Judaic Studies,

College of William and Mary

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"Beautifully written, and heartbreaking."--Eve Levin, Professor of History,

University of Kansas

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SCHOLAR MINE: An Ohio State Love Story, 2013, available on Amazon and other book retailers

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